CRAZY? MAYBE?

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Call me Katie. I'll be 20 soon, and anticipate the time I can buy booze. New York. I like animals, music, singing, acting, laughing, horror/comedy movies, drawing and dreaming. Those are pretty much the basics. Let's talk and let me know whassup.

hartzprod:

Nailed it.

Swear to tits, thought that guy in the morph suit was trying to be a ninja turtle. I’m literally paralyzed from the fingers back right now, I have not looked from the photo, will never unsee

(Source: flyingscotsman, via fuckyeahsexanddrugs)

This is a friend of mine with Robin Williams.

She captioned saying how when she first looked at the photo, she thought it was just bad timing with the photography, but he’s looking down because he’s playing with her earring…

Like, are you kidding me? How fucking ADORABLE can one person be, cutest man alive.

People who don’t understand their meaninglessness.

How absolutely unessential to peoples lives they are, yet become offended by this fact. Get over it.

You do understand you not only look desperate, but legitimately unintelligent when you continue to come at these people, attempting to pick fights that literally never even developed a point on their own. That neither party can “win”, but only helps in proving how big of a dumb bitch you consistently are by continuing as if you will. Curses and name calling never qualify as a win in the adult world, but this little fact seems to slip the minds of these people pretty frequently.

It’s not something you can change with a few barks and snarls, and just like that someone respects you. You actually need to prove your self worth to others by putting time and effort into it, doing what you’re good at. Especially when the person knows you well enough to tell when you’re full of shit, which is apparently a bottomless pit within you, save yourself the energy and just let it go. Anybody can be a flailing, angry bitchfest. Just because you do it everyday, doesn’t make people afraid of you, just makes you another avoidable social disaster. But I suppose there are some people who just aren’t very “good” at anything, or don’t have enough talent to stick out, so they become bitter.

Being pathetic is a human trait, but I have never observed so many people who epitomize the word so well and work so hard at trying to make others feel exactly the same way, every day. Even their ‘close friends’ aren’t safe from the judgement. They make this world worse for themselves to make it more interesting, and it’s pretty depressing. There’s only so much of that I can take, which is why I tried leaving it behind in high school.

I prove myself to those I believe deserve the effort. Call me whatever you like, attempt to make me feel like a big ball of useless bullshit such as yourself. I’ve already proven to myself how strong, capable, and willing I am. The outside opinions of self-pitying, mindless asshats are easy to tune out. So yes, I guess you have been useful in some way. Showing me exactly how to not become a soulless, stupidity spewing source of total and unnecessary stress. I was on my way there, being surrounded by it nearly every day for extended periods of time made sure of that. Fortunately, I was able to step back and remember what it was that made me who I was. I was devolving in every way, and I thought there was nothing I could do about it. Never again will I be so weak or get so close to that point.

Straight up, lose my number, I’ve lost all the ones that are meaningless to me. Better believe you’re one of them.

Posted 2 weeks ago

420 midnight face blunt, woooop

I REMEMBER MY DREAM, YEAH

Well some of it. The part I mainly remember was kinda odd/awesome so, here goes.

At this point in the dream I was taking a shower, waiting on something. You know how in a dream you do things you don’t really know why for certain, but when they happen it’s like “Oh yeah lol that.”

Well I got outta the shower and immediately had this instinctual urge to go invisible. Like legit, I had Simon’s power of invisibility, from Misfits. It happened, right after I got dressed, and I slipped out of the bathroom.

I walked through my living, where my friend’s Danni and Bryan were sitting on the couch, watching tv. So I’m thinking “Oh, right, they were waiting for me to come out.” But just as I did, Danni says “I can’t believe she brought her… Katie is going to bug out.”

Suddenly I’m standing in front of the pantry in my kitchen, aware of where I am but not sure how or why I am there. Turning I see this tv on the counter, much larger than the one we actually have out there, with my xbox hooked up to it. It’s paused on a game, like as if I’d been playing right before I went in the shower. To the right of this, still in the kitchen/dining room area, sitting next to her current girlfriend, is the girl I’m in love with. We’ll call her L. Her gf will be F.

Now, I’m still invisible, and if any of you watch Misfits, you know how Simon legit never speaks when he’s invisible. Or, that’s as far as we could see, he could do so but chose not to for whatever reason, so I applied that in my dream. I sat beside them and just fucking glared at this bitch, pissed that the L brought F to my HOUSE. So instead of throttling this mofo, I get up and walk into my living room where Bry and Danni still sit, now talking about if I’d drowned in the shower. I remember saying “Seriously, what the fuck you guys!”, making myself visible and causing the both of them to scream.

After explaining to them and asking why they were in my house, I ended up becoming lucid in my dream. So I walked back into the kitchen to confront L and F, but they were gone. The door was wide open, the chairs where they sat pushed back into the table. The dream shifted after that and I just kinda chilled out in this woodsy area of my dream world until I woke up.

Fuck that noise. Just funny how I know exactly what this means.